2006-08-07T08:09:00.000-07:00

At 14 years old, Sue, felt that she had none to talk to. Being a size 16 she hid behid baggy tops and tracksuit bottoms, acted that she was interested in boys but deep down she was jealous of all the girls getting asked out by boys that she sercertly fancied. She use to get on with the girls but they never asked her to sleepovers or birthday parties. Sue just wanted to be normal. Sue never lefted the 4 walls of her bedroom on the nights and weekends. As she would go into school the next day she would listen to the pretty girls gossiping about what happened down the park last night and which lad they snogged. Sue wanted to be like them so bad but having no confidence she never got involved in thier conversations.

Sue would sit in room at dreaming what it would be like to be like one of them girls, kissing boys, getting asked out but most of all having a best friend to rely on. One winter Sue had an ear infection which lead to her thoart swelling up so she couldn't eat properly for about 2 months. Sue managed in that time to lose nearly two stone! in weight. So sue carried on with this diet untill she wasn't the massive size 16 at 14 years old but a slim size 8 at the age of 15. Sue found to have more confidence, that when her life changed.

In English class she sat next to the rudest boy ever, Jason Blout, he let wind, burped everything boys did. Sue asked the teacher if she was allowed to move sits. Her teacher sat her next to a girl called Mel Kirk. She used to be in Sue class before she moved. Sue hasn't spoke to her since year 7. As weeks passed by Mel and Sue became friends and Mel asked Sue if she wanted to go out with her and her mates to Birmingham on Saturday. Sue was excited first time she been out with a bunch of mates in a long time!! Sue meet up with Mel, Emma and Kate and they had a great day with them all! A couple of weeks later, Sue started to hang round these girls at school. First time she ever been in a proper group. There was six girls in the group, Mel, Emma, Kate, Jordan, Laura and Sue! Sue felt special that she had this many friends. They would all go out and go to the cinemas.

Mel and Laura found out that Kate and Jordan was telling another girl (that Laura and Mel hated) thier sercrets this ended up to be a big fall out and 3 of the group members lefted. So we was a group of three best friends. A couple of months later a new girl from Wales join our school. Her name was Alice and she was in Sues maths class. Sue and Alice started speaking to each other in maths and Sue asked Alice if she would like to join her group of friends. So later that day Sue introduced Alice to Mel and Laura. On the night the group of four went to meet Lauras boyfriend and his mates up Dudley. There was 3 of them, Lee, Greg and Andy. Sue thought Andy was so cute. Walking round Dudley Sue and Andy got to talking. They was talking all night long. The last bus was going to come so they had to rush and say goodbye (no time for her first kiss). The next day all Sue could think about was Andy. When Sue got into school on Monday morning Laura told her that Andy's ugly mate Greg fancied her. Sue was dishearted that it wasnt Andy. Lauras boyfriend Lee got Sue number from Lauras phone and gave Greg her number. Sue wasn't happy about but didn't want to hurt Gregs feelings especially when he became a good mate. As Andy was a bit older then Sue, he had a rented house. Another friday night the four girls went up to Andys house and all got drunk expect for Sue, who had drunken Greg all over her but all she could do was to stare at was Andy. When they lefted Andys house Greg started texting Sue from a different number for a couple of hours later. Then he stopped texting Sue so Sue went to bed about hour later a text came through, it was from that strange number. The phone number was Andy's and Andy texted Sue to say that he fancied her. Sue was so happy, that a lad exactly fancied her!! so the next week they meet up and Sue had her first proper kiss!

Andy and Sue went out for two weeks but it wasn't working. Sue didn't care that was her first proper boyfriend. Mel and Sue got closer as friends over the next couple of months and Laura and Alice became closer. Mel and Sue went out together every weekend, they asked Laura and Alice but they never could afford to come out. Mel thought this was an excuse by the both of them and turned Sue againest them so by the end of school, they had all fell out. In the summer holiday Mel and Sue was still going out and started to go out with Husam and all his mates. One of Husam mates fancied Sue so he became her second boyfriend. The group started going to a local club, even tho Mel and Sue was under age they got in. That was Mel and Sue place to go every week. Mel and Husam didn't work out so that caused problems with Sue and Husam mate. O well Sue wasn't bothered she was having so much fun dancing and snogging different lads every Saturday night. Mel was Sues best friend but Mel wouldn't let Sue be friends with anyone esle. Every time someone spoke to Sue, Mel would grab Sue away from them. Then Sue meet her 1st love (well so she thought) he was tall, tanned and the best body Sue has ever seen. He charmed her all night with his talk and dancing. Sue fell for him big time!! His name was Mike by the end of the night they was kissing and swapping numbers. Sue was totally smitten but Mel didn't like it that Sue had Mike because she fancied him. So Mike and Sue saw each other in secret and every saturday when Mike was up the club Sue and Mike would be together all night.

In the summer Mike went on a lads holiday while Sue went on holiday with her family. 3 weeks appart they was happy to be back in each others arms. Following few weeks Mike and his mates went up to Manchester alot because his mate met a girl on holiday. Sue missed him bad ways but in the August Mike parents went on holiday Mike invited Sue round hid house. They was cuddling and kissing on the sofa and one thing lead to another, they ended up in bed together. Sue was so happy to lose her viganity to the guy that she loved. She went home and spoke to Mike for hours after. The next day she sent Mike a text. Usually he replies straight away. Mike didn't reply for days. As much as Sue was upset she carried on with her life and she started getting closer to Mikes best mate Mat. Sue and her German mate, Kathrin, who went to the footy with her every saturday, was going to Manchester to watch England v Poland they had a spare ticket so Sue invited Mat.

During the game Sue could see Mat was annoyed and asked what was wrong. He turned around and said Mike wanted me back even though he was in the army. As Sue wasn't over Mike yet she agreed to talk to him. After days of texting each other Mike texted Sue saying that he loved her. Sue was overwhemled she still loved him aswell. The following Friday they arranged to meet up the local shopping centre. Mike never shown up and then he wasn't answering his phone. Sue had enough so she dumped Mike so Mel and Sue still has thier girly saturday nights out. Mel was still possive over Sue, didn't like her talking to many people unless Mel knew them.
Over the next couple of months Mel and Sue went out every Saturday. They was getting drunk, kissng lads. Everything Sue has always wanted. One of those Saturday nights out Mel knew this chap so they went over to speak to him, His name was Tony. Tony was on a lad's night out with his two best mates Dan and James. While Mel was talking to Tony, Sue was left on her own so James came up to talk to her. Sue thought he was gorgous, nice bum, slim trim figure. Sues perfect chap. James and Sue started to flirt really bad all night. Sue was playing hard to get with James because she really really liked him. By the end of the night they was kissing on the dance floor. When they was outside the club James and Sue exchanged numbers.

The next day Sue was waiting anxiously all day to hear a text from James. No text. She felt let down, Sue really liked James. All week she thought and dreamt about James, his was the man of her dreams. The next week she went out with Mel again! by this time Mel was getting to possive over Sue to much where Sue didn't want to go out any more. Sue was fed up of the same old life, going out with Mel on a Saturday night, coming back home drunk and next morning feeling worse for wear not remebering what she did.

The following Saturday Sue spotted James at the bar. Sue pretended to ot notice him because she still was disappointed that he didn't text her. A hour later James came over and started talking to her. She fell for him again! They was together all night and exchange numbers again!! The next day James texted Sue and she was excited! They arranged to meet at the pictures on Tuesday.

Tuesday came and Sue was getting nervous thinking if James was going to turn up or not. When she arrived at the cinema and there James was, sitting there waiting. When she walked in the door she could see James face light up that when she knew this was her proper first true love! just meeting up with him once! when she lefted the cinema Sue missed James stright away.

They couldn't wait to see eachother so James asked Sue to go out with his best mate, Dan and his girlfriend. That night on the 11th November James asked Sue out. They was offically boyfriend and girlfriend. The next night Sue was back out with Mel. Then Sue saw her new boyfriend walked in and her night became more exciting. When Mel found out Sue was going out with James. Mel hated it she was worried she would lose her only friend because of James. Sue liked Mel but wished she would back off abit and stopped going funny if she didn't want to do any thing Mel wanted to do.

Sue and James was going smoothly for the next 3 months, they had a great Christmas and New Years! The night Sue and James relationship was nearly ruined as Sue ex Mike shown up at thier local nghtclub. This was Sue and James's best friends loved it. They stirred trouble with Sue and James. Dan was telling James that Sue still loved Mike but that was not true Sue hated Mike for using her for sex.

Sue and James came through that situtation stronger then before that when they both relised they loved each other. Dan and Mel hated this. Over the next months Mel and Sue was falling apart. Mel found a new best mate and stopped talking to Sue. Mel and Sue lost a year friendship over Mel being jealous of her best mate having a relationship with a lad. Mel was always unlucky with lads and she hated that Sue had lads after her, thier frendship was doomed from the start. Sue has found her new best mate in the love of her life James. It's been 9 months of highs and lows but Sue has found her one true love that she has always wanted from the start.

In two years Sue has gone from fat chick to fit chick. Sue knew what she wanted and changed her life around. xxx

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